February 9, 2002

  • I have always been and I don't seem to be changing but....I have this desire to make a difference on a personal level in at least one life. I want to on a small scale impact just one life at least. I want to when I am gone have at least one person that can or will say that just by my being alive I made a difference in a major way. I am not talking about my kids I am talking about someone that isn't related to me. I know that is weird....I dont want money or fame I just want to make a difference. I see that I could have had that possibility the other night and I don't see how keeping a door closed and not having that touch could have made any impact. It was a breif time...and I now that it still would have but that being so close......I could almost taste it it was so close and that is the closest I have ever been to mattering in that way in anyones life.